tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-83455422438320827032012-01-11T08:57:09.521+08:00z_AtiLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16155121648583058928noreply@blogger.comBlogger141100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8345542243832082703.post-2543870036047673912010-10-20T10:27:00.003+08:002010-10-20T10:36:57.536+08:00something keep on wandering in my head<br /><br />couldnt let it go..<br /><br />i dont know why..<br /><br />i know its wrong<br /><br />but not the 'wrong thing' that has brought me to this feeling<br /><br />its just u!<br /><br />cant let u go of my head<br /><br />but it hurt much when i know that u're putting me away..<br /><br />give me a chance to do things right<br /><br />please..<br /><br /><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">i miss the joke that we used to share together<br /><br /></span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">i miss the laugh that we always have</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">i miss u as my friend. a companion</span></span><br /> <br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:78%;" >a friend. yes. that's that all i need<br /><br />i mean it!<br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8345542243832082703-254387003604767391?l=mylittletinyvoice.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>z_AtiLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16155121648583058928noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8345542243832082703.post-80146723851258550582010-09-25T23:38:00.002+08:002010-09-25T23:49:31.768+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">after 2 years..<br /><br />i met u again..<br /><br />that smile..<br /><br />i will never forget..<br /><br />T_T<br /><br />sigh~<br /></div><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://comments16.com/wp-content/uploads/9608/miss%20u.gif"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 462px; height: 503px;" src="http://comments16.com/wp-content/uploads/9608/miss%20u.gif" alt="" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8345542243832082703-8014672385125855058?l=mylittletinyvoice.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>z_AtiLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16155121648583058928noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8345542243832082703.post-61292519579761268622010-09-14T14:44:00.003+08:002010-09-14T15:33:02.510+08:00salam..<br /><br />lame dah tak menulis ni...<br />dah 2 bulan 23 hari aku jadi doctor..<br />ffuuhhh...byk pengalaman..<br />byk pengajaran..<br />:)<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_ylemf65yOeA/TI8j6T_faLI/AAAAAAAAAaM/64XfxHl0KXY/s1600/DSC_3842.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_ylemf65yOeA/TI8j6T_faLI/AAAAAAAAAaM/64XfxHl0KXY/s200/DSC_3842.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5516667553258105010" border="0" /></a>as u guys know, im in Hospital Sg Buloh,<br />currently in medical posting<br />yeaah!<span style="font-weight: bold;">MEDICAL!</span><br />org kate medical paling busy..<br />i dont know, its unfair for me to say it so since ive never done other posting yet..<br />but as to describe medical posting, ill say it this way..<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">"medical posting is a posting that i need to wake up at least 5.30 am (paling lambat), need to be at ward before 6.45 am, need to cover at least 6 to 8 pts, but i penah jage 3 ward sorang for a week!! (but of course, all pts are stable), sleepless oncall nigh</span><span style="font-style: italic;">t (as expected),a lot of </span><span style="font-style: italic;">proceduressss and clock out at 7pm (paling awal), if dpt balik pukul 6 tu rase nak buat sujud syukur"</span><br /><br />haha..that is medical in HSB..<br />i dont know other posting or medical posting in other hospital..<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_ylemf65yOeA/TI8j7bmtuwI/AAAAAAAAAac/ZzQACGNFKkU/s1600/a_DSC_3721_LS.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 134px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_ylemf65yOeA/TI8j7bmtuwI/AAAAAAAAAac/ZzQACGNFKkU/s200/a_DSC_3721_LS.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5516667572481538818" border="0" /></a><br />but well..<br />ive learn a lot..<br />dulu tak tahu macam mana nak manage hyper/hypokalaemia pun..<br />sekarang, dah berani nak order dah...<br />lytic cocktail?<br />mist KCL?fast correct?<br />nak tak nak sume bende tu kene ade kat hujung jari..if tak tahu..<br />just call MO...<br />best thing in HSB, MO sume BESTTTT!!!cool habes~~<br /><br />or in dengue case..<br />kat HSB ade ward dengue..<br />kene amik blood TDS ok! (3 times daily)<br />lepas amik kene reviewlepas review kene decide..nak increase fluid ke?<br />or nak reduce?ke nak maintain je...?<br />so far i belom buat ward dengue lagi..<br />tak nak bole takkk???<br />huhuhu<br /><br />lepas tu kat HSB jugak ade ID (infectious diease) ward<br />most of the pts are RVD or TBadvantage duk HSB kiteorg dpt belajar byk pasal HIV..<br />ubat2 die..stavudin..lamivudin..neverapin..<br />ubat2 ade short form yg pelik..<br />contoh: stavudin (D4T) lamivudin (3TC)<br />pelik kan?<br />pastu kene tau CD4 ngan viral load count pt jugak..mule2 masuk ID ward memang blur..<br />nak set branula satu hal jugak..<br />lagi2 pt IVDU..<br />tapi best!bole practice byk!! :)<br />procedures pulak..<br />so far, ive done lumbar puncture..<br />pleural tap..<br />bone marrow aspiration..<br />ermm..tu je kot..<br />CVP lom lagi..pleural biopsy pn tgk je..<br />haisshh..byk lagi nak kene belajar nih!<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_ylemf65yOeA/TI8j6xBlS1I/AAAAAAAAAaU/3YpmJNLXzTI/s1600/08092010806.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_ylemf65yOeA/TI8j6xBlS1I/AAAAAAAAAaU/3YpmJNLXzTI/s200/08092010806.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5516667561051507538" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">i dapat ni mase nak dekat raya hari tu.. :)</span></span><br /><br /><br /></div>dah 2 bulan 23 hari..<br />tapi still byk bende yg belum belaja..saya perlu menjadi lebih proactive!!!<br />viva dah nak dekat..!<br />aiyokk!!<br /><br />kawan2 yg belum buat medical..<br />dont worry...<br />medical best!penat tapi byk sanagt belajar...<br />i tak suke medical, tapi medical did taught me a lot!<br /><br />sape2 yg rase2 lepas ni nak buat medical, silalah bersedia mental dan physical..<br />in terms of knowledge, macam biasa,common things are common..<br />case2 yg admit biasenye stroke..hypertension urgency/emergency<br />hypoglycaemia<br />DKA<br />sepsis<br />CCF<br />MI<br />hepatic enceph..<br /><br />kwn/adik2 medical student (if ade yg bace blog ni) bace la tajuk2 tu bile nak pro exam nnt ye.. :)<br /><br />anyway ppl~wish me luck..<br />semoga perjalanan saye dan kawan2 lain sebagai HO ni dipermudahkan...<br />insyaAllah..<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_ylemf65yOeA/TI8j4hykAMI/AAAAAAAAAaE/iB-DdmUsoJg/s1600/a_DSC_4104_LS.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 134px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_ylemf65yOeA/TI8j4hykAMI/AAAAAAAAAaE/iB-DdmUsoJg/s200/a_DSC_4104_LS.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5516667522602238146" border="0" /></a>wassalam<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8345542243832082703-6129251957976126862?l=mylittletinyvoice.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>z_AtiLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16155121648583058928noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8345542243832082703.post-43566777586437449782010-06-20T23:33:00.002+08:002010-06-20T23:42:17.144+08:00Salam...<br /><br />Esok bermulalah satu episode baru..<br />Langkah ke alam baru..<br />Alam pekerjaan..<br />Dimana diri aku, masa aku bukan lagi untuk aku...<br />Tapi untuk pesakit2ku..untuk kebahagiaan kedua ibubapaku..dan untuk jaminan dunia dan akhirat..<br />Semoga cita2 menjadi doktor mukmin akan tercapai...<br /><br />Buat sahabat2 MD UKM..<br />Semoga kt semua tabah,focus,sabar dan ikhlas...<br /><br />Buat diri ku sendiri...<br />Semoga ini menjadi permulaan yang baru dan lebih baik..<br />Tiada apa lagi yang lebih penting drpd amanah besar ini..<br />Aku akan focus dan bekerja dgn bersungguh2..<br />Itu satu janji!<br /><br />InsyaALLAH..redha Allah akan sentiasa bersama..<br /><br />Gambate kudasai!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8345542243832082703-4356677758643744978?l=mylittletinyvoice.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>z_AtiLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16155121648583058928noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8345542243832082703.post-66657869068231730762010-06-20T01:19:00.002+08:002010-06-20T01:21:51.387+08:00How i wish i could tell u how i feel.....<br /><br />How i wish u would understand.....<br /><br />I miss u...<br />Always have...<br />Always will...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8345542243832082703-6665786906823173076?l=mylittletinyvoice.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>z_AtiLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16155121648583058928noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8345542243832082703.post-82274586635891150762010-06-13T13:12:00.001+08:002010-06-13T16:55:20.565+08:00salam<br /><br />semalam family sy balik kg kat johor..<br />tp sy ngan angah tak ikut...<br /><br />kak long kate ada satu conversation menarik berlaku semalam..<br /><br />(embah tu atuk saya..kami sebelah mak berketurunan jawa..atuk panggil embah, nenek panggil mak tua)<br /><br />embah : atin bile nak kawin?<br />kak long : eh..embah lak sibuk2 bile atin nak kawin..? (gelak)<br />embah : ye lah...sementara embah ade umur lagi ni...nnt tak sempat tgk...<br /><br />ffuhhhhh....<br />tak tahu la nak cakap ape..<br />sabar ye embah,,,<br />insyaAllah...ade la tu nnt...<br />tu je yg atin mampu cakap...<br />^_^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8345542243832082703-8227458663589115076?l=mylittletinyvoice.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>z_AtiLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16155121648583058928noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8345542243832082703.post-71603043342653059752010-06-09T00:10:00.003+08:002010-06-09T23:25:41.926+08:00Salam...<br /><br />Sepertinya mahu membuat luahan perasaan...<br />Tapi macam tak tahu nak cakap apa..<br />Macam ade rase sesuatu...<br />Tapi tak pasti...<br /><br />Gembira? Sudah pasti!<br />Sedih? Ada jugak sikit-sikit...<br />Sayang? Masih berbaki..<br />Rindu? Mungkin..<br />Benci? Tak perlu..tu penyakit hati.bahaya!<br />Excited? Mestilah!<br /> <br />Semua bercampur..<br />And its multifactorial..<br /><br />Next week induksi..<br />The following week start keje..<br />Bakal meninggalkan rumah semula..<br />Bakal mengucapkan selamat tinggal kepada BHY..<br />Harap semuanya elok2 belaka..<br /><br />Ya Allah..<br />Permudahkanlah segala urusan kami..<br />Terangilah hati kami dgn cahaya imanMu..<br />Lapangkanlah dada kami..<br />Lapangkanlah fikiran kami..<br />Berikanlah kami petunjuk dan hidayahMu ya Allah..<br />Amin ya rabbal'alamin......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8345542243832082703-7160304334265305975?l=mylittletinyvoice.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>z_AtiLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16155121648583058928noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8345542243832082703.post-54865370849760431972010-06-02T12:44:00.005+08:002010-06-02T13:54:09.483+08:00salam...<br /><br />2 june 1986<br />Klinik Salina, Klang<br />2.30 pm<br /><br />saya selamat dilahirkan..<br />mak kate perkataan pertama keluar dr mulut Dr tu.. "perempuan lagi..."<br />hihi..<br />mase tu bulan puasa...<br />kalau tak silap 21 Ramadhan..<br />mak nangis...<br />takut kene raya kat hospital...<br />haha..<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_ylemf65yOeA/TAXr7SK9rpI/AAAAAAAAAZ0/_bLMtfLvqck/s1600/n1283788351_339911_519474.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_ylemf65yOeA/TAXr7SK9rpI/AAAAAAAAAZ0/_bLMtfLvqck/s200/n1283788351_339911_519474.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5478043925488709266" border="0" /></a><br />2 june 2010<br />Shah Alam<br />12.51pm<br /><br />alhamdulillah..<br />i am who i am today...<br />macam2 dah belajar dr hidup ni...<br />jatuh.bangun.<br />luka.berdarah.<br />senyum.ketawa.<br />macam-macam ada..<br />penghargaan terbesar..<br />mestilah untuk Allah, mak &amp; ayah...<br /><br /><br />tak sangka..<br />dah masuk 24 still rmai nak celebrate my birthday..terasa disayangi..<br />(cewahhhhhh) :P<br /><br /><br />bermula awal..<br />29 mei dah ade org celebrate...<br />tq kawan2..<br />mmg tak jumpe kawan2 lain macam korang ni..<br />really appreciate it...<br />5 years with u guys was a GREAT memory ever~<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_ylemf65yOeA/TAXm1uS8GPI/AAAAAAAAAZc/JspVcn9-svU/s1600/28640_393895967303_755402303_4338181_6621248_n.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 139px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_ylemf65yOeA/TAXm1uS8GPI/AAAAAAAAAZc/JspVcn9-svU/s200/28640_393895967303_755402303_4338181_6621248_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5478038332400998642" border="0" /></a><br />esoknya...<br />another surprise...<br />of course from my beautiful girl friends...<br />we had dinner at TGI friday's<br />their treat.<br />i was really a surprise...<br />tak sangke..<br />dgn org TGI yg membuli i menyanyi atas kerusi..<br />malu gile..<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_ylemf65yOeA/TAXm07dodSI/AAAAAAAAAZM/RWnZDCYjtnM/s1600/29321_391678142284_644347284_4211147_6774846_n.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_ylemf65yOeA/TAXm07dodSI/AAAAAAAAAZM/RWnZDCYjtnM/s200/29321_391678142284_644347284_4211147_6774846_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5478038318755640610" border="0" /></a>girls....<br />u guys are colours of my life..<br />tq so much...<br />tq for all the love....<br />tq for the red hot handbag..<br />love it so much! :)<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_ylemf65yOeA/TAXr6E83hvI/AAAAAAAAAZk/2YKwMF9hL70/s1600/29321_391678267284_644347284_4211163_40339_n.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_ylemf65yOeA/TAXr6E83hvI/AAAAAAAAAZk/2YKwMF9hL70/s200/29321_391678267284_644347284_4211163_40339_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5478043904760055538" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_ylemf65yOeA/TAXm1MdxjhI/AAAAAAAAAZU/106VjKWFWSA/s1600/29321_391678957284_644347284_4211213_4821976_n.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_ylemf65yOeA/TAXm1MdxjhI/AAAAAAAAAZU/106VjKWFWSA/s200/29321_391678957284_644347284_4211213_4821976_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5478038323319639570" border="0" /></a>yesterday...<br />had a day out with a friend...<br />one of friend who always being there..<br />dialah antara pengkritik tetap saya...<br />thank you for always being there...<br />thx for the baju...<br />thx for the carl's jr...<br />tq so much....<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_ylemf65yOeA/TAXr6_g7gfI/AAAAAAAAAZs/YrRgDgOjHdw/s1600/P1080486.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_ylemf65yOeA/TAXr6_g7gfI/AAAAAAAAAZs/YrRgDgOjHdw/s200/P1080486.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5478043920480567794" border="0" /></a><br />today...<br />i woke up with bunch of smses, wishes posted on my facebook's wall...<br />tq so much...<br />really appreciate it...<br />=)<br /><br />anyhow...<br />im still waiting for a present...<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">"it will be a greatest birthday present"</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">you</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span>know what it is....<br /><br />what ever it is...<br />im so happy today...<br />and i will keep myself happy till the end of the day...<br />tq so much everyone<br />^_^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8345542243832082703-5486537084976043197?l=mylittletinyvoice.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>z_AtiLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16155121648583058928noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8345542243832082703.post-17818982949918536152010-05-30T09:39:00.003+08:002010-05-30T09:52:48.784+08:00salam..<br /><br />petikan ni saya copy dari blog seseorang yang saya sendiri pun tak kenal sebenanye..<br />ni link die <a href="http://nurulizzaishak.multiply.com/journal/item/9">http://nurulizzaishak.multiply.com</a><br /><br />before that, satu perkataan arab yang saya baru belajar, <span style="font-style: italic;">zaujah</span>..bermakna <span style="font-style: italic;">isteri</span><br /><a href="http://nurulizzaishak.multiply.com/journal/item/9"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"></span></a><br />berikut adalah tanggungjawab seorang zaujah @ isteri dan ganjarannya, insyaAllah:<br /><br />1. Memberi/membuat segelas air untuk suami<br />Fadhilat : mendapat pahala puasa sunat 1 tahun<br /><br />2. Menyedia/memasak makanan yang mengenyangkan suami <br />Fadhilat : mendapat pahala haji dan umrah<br /><br />3. Perkhidmatan yang diberi pada suami<br />Fadhilat : mendapat pahala yang tidak putus-putus<br /><br />4. Menghamilkan benih suami<br />Fadhilat : mendapat pahala syahid<br /><br />5. Isteri mandi Junub dengan suami<br />Fadhilat : pahalanya seperti sedekah 1000 ekor kambing pada fakir<br />miskin<br /><br />6. Suami meninggal dunia dahulu dari isteri dan meninggalkan anak<br />Fadhilat : Isteri mendidik anak itu menjadi seorang yg soleh/orang yang<br />berguna dengan didikan agama yang sempurna. Maka suami tetap mendapat<br />pahala dan menjadi benteng dari api neraka. dan sekiranya isteri<br />berkahwin lain, suami yangg meninggal itu tetap dapat pahala sekiranya<br />didikan Isteri pada anak-anak berterusan dengan baik.<br /><br />7. Isteri yang memandang suami dengan harmoni dan menyukakan<br /> Fadhilat: seolah-olah berzikir kepada Allah<br /><br />8. Sekiranya seorang isteri meninggal dunia dengan keredhaan suaminya<br />dia terus masuk syurga!<br /><br />wallahu'alam..<br />semoga kita semua diberkati dan dipermudahkan segala urusan..<br /><br />^_^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8345542243832082703-1781898294991853615?l=mylittletinyvoice.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>z_AtiLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16155121648583058928noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8345542243832082703.post-82082660458231104062010-05-28T00:24:00.002+08:002010-05-28T00:29:30.878+08:00Ya Allah,<br />Ampunilah, sayangilah, maafkanlah,bermurah hatilah dan hapuskanlah apa-apa yang Engkau ketahui dari dosa kami..<br />Sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Mengetahui apa-apa yang kami sendiri tidak tahu..<br />Sesungguhnya Engkau Ya Allah Maha Mulia lagi Maha Mulia..<br /><br />*antara doa-doa ketika bersa'i*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8345542243832082703-8208266045823110406?l=mylittletinyvoice.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>z_AtiLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16155121648583058928noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8345542243832082703.post-78880120005149706542010-05-21T23:08:00.005+08:002010-05-21T23:34:03.335+08:00<span style=";font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;" >salam..</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style=";font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;" >kerap betul hati kita berkecamuk..</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style=";font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;" >tidak keruan...</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style=";font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;" >selalu kita tercari-cari ada ke ubatnya..</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style=";font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;" >jawapannye: <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">ADA!</span><br /><br /></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span style=";font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span">Seorang ulama, Ibrahim Al-Khawas RA berkata;</span></span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span"> <span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">“ Sesungguhnya ubat hati itu ada lima perkara, maka ubatilah hati kamu dengan lima perkara tersebut. Pertamanya,</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"> </span></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">bacalah Al-Quran dengan menghayati isi kandunganya</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">.</span> <span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Kedua, mengosongkan perut dari terlalu kenyang atau</span> </span></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">berpuasa</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">. Ketiga,</span> </span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">bangun ( beribadat ) di waktu malam</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">. Keempat,</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> </span></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">menghampirkan diri kepada Allah</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);"> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">( beribadat ) disepertiga malam dan yang kelimanya,</span> </span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">sentiasa bersama-sama di dalam majlis orang-orang yang soleh</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> ”.</span></span></span></span><br /></div><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:100%;">listen to this!<br />actually it was in bahasa jawa..<br />but i found the malay version..<br />enjoy!<br />^_^<br /></span></div><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/E8xoNYAHQd4&amp;hl=en_US&amp;fs=1&amp;"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/E8xoNYAHQd4&amp;hl=en_US&amp;fs=1&amp;" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /></span></div><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8345542243832082703-7888012000514970654?l=mylittletinyvoice.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>z_AtiLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16155121648583058928noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8345542243832082703.post-20795455268835738542010-05-20T23:17:00.007+08:002010-05-21T00:52:01.560+08:00salam..<br /><br />alhamdulillah..<br />nikmat kesihatan dah dikembalikan..<br />tinggal selesema je cikit ag.. :)<br /><br />hadiah paling berharga..<br />macam2 hadiah saya pernah dapat dr mak&amp;ayah sebelum ni..<br />PMR, dapat handphone..mase tu nokia 3310 dah kire hebat dah..<br />SPM, dapat laptop..smp sekarang boleh pkai lagi..walaupun kadang die manje2 cikit.. :P<br />birthday 2007, dapat kete myvi..<br />tapi tak boleh lawan yg ni..<br />lulus medical school, dapat pegi tunaikan ibadat umrah...<br />kalau tak bersyukur lagi, tak tahu lah nak cakap ape..<br /><br />walaupun ni bukan kali pertama..<br />tapi rasenye kali ni lebih bermakna..<br />mungkin sebab dah matang cikit..(matang la jugak kan...:P)<br />dah pandai nak appreciate betapa beruntungnye menjadi tetamu Allah..<br />mungkin juge sebab dah banyak buat dosa..banyak sangat..teramat...<br />jadi, peluang yg ade ni lah die gunekan sepenuhnya..<br /><br />saya pergi dengan mak je..<br />ayah tak dapat ikut, kengkangan kerja..<br />kelakar, jemaah lain sume tanye..<br />mane ayah?ade ayah lagi tak?<br />huhu..<br />sedih gak ayah takde..<br />tapi takpe..insyaAllah ade rezeki pegi satu keluarga..dgn kak long &amp; angah sekali<br />bestnye!<br /><br />disebabkan ayah takde..terpaksa la tumpang mahram dgn sorang pakcik ni..<br />name die pakcik amin..<br />pakcik amin dtg ngan wife die..<br />makcik yon..<br />makcik yon baru je recover dari stroke which was happen 2 years ago..<br />n now die still ade left upper n lower limb weakness..<br />she's on wheelchair..<br />since dieorg pegi berdua je..<br />pakcik amin mntk tolong sgt2 saya,mak n 2 org kakak yg jugak tumpang mahram dgn die tolong jagekan makcik..<br />mak kate..ni bonus pahala..dapat tolong org..<br />alhamdulillah..<br />perjalanan kami pun dipemudahakan..<br />kat airport jeddah, kiteorg dapat check kastam dgn pantas tanpa perlu beratur panjang sbb adenye makcik yon..:)<br />masuk kapal terbang pun kiteorg dulu..<br /><br />tapi..<br />mungkin inilah yg dikatekan ketentuan Allah...<br />kita hamba yg hina ni boleh merancang je..<br />Allah yang Maha menentukan..<br /><br />mase kat madina makcik yon sihat..<br />setiap waktu pergi masjid..<br />tapi sampai kat makkah lain pula ceritanya..<br /><br />perjalanan dr madina ke makkah takes about 4 hours..<br />kita yg muda ni penat..ape kan lagi org tua..<br />yg sakit pulak tu..<br />sampai je kat makkah terus kene buat umrah sebab dah berniat di Bir Ali (tempat miqat iaitu tempat berniat umrah yg terletak dlm perjalanan ke makkah)<br />pakcik amin upah orang untuk tolak wheelchair makcik yon mase tawaf &amp; sa'i..<br />selesai je umrah..<br />makcik macam confuse.perangainye berubah.die nak balik malaysia.<br />she cannot control her urine.irritable.takigt dah makan ke belum..<br />mase tu dlm kepala saya terfikir makcik ni delirium kot..penat sgt..<br />wallahu'alam<br />kecoh betul kami semua mase tu..<br />risau tgk makcik..<br />since mak boleh dikatakan org paling berpengalaman &amp; paling kenal dgn bos travel agent ktorg tu..sume org refer mak..<br />n tahu pulak saya ni doctor, (which belum start keje pun lagi) dieorg sgtlah mengharapkan kiteorg..<br />lepas call sane.call sini.<br />akhirnya kiteorg berjaya bwk makcik pegi hospital..<br />mak suruh ikut, senang nak bercakap ngan doctor nnt katenye...<br /><br />hospital kat makkah ni pelik cikit...<br />mungkin sbb ni private hospital kot..<br />setiap investigation yg nak dibuat kene byr dulu baru doctor buat...<br />contohnye, lepas buat PE, doctor tu nak check VBS makcik tu..<br />die isi form, n suruh kteorg g bayar dulu..<br />dah dapat resit baru buat..<br />VBS je pun..<br /><br />lepas check2..<br />doctor kate makcik demam...<br />haaa..igt tak mase family med dulu.<br />ade masquerade causes ke ape ntah..<br />in old ppl if dpt UTI boleh dtg dengan confusion..<br />tak tahu la makcik ni UTI ke tak..<br />tpi die ade fever..<br />mgkin fever because of weather, exhaustion, UTI pun mungkin sbb die mmg tak ley nak take care of herself..<br />she's dependent.<br /><br />and, since makcik insist sgt2 nak balik..<br />n pakcik macam agak scary ckit perangainye (tak perlulah cite detail ye)<br />wakil travel agent tu pun arrange la tiket flight sume tuk pakcik &amp; makcik..<br />malam tu jugak dieorg balik ke malaysia..<br />kesian jugak..tak sempat lagi dieorg nak berjemaah di masjidil haram..<br />but, look at the bright side..mungkin Allah nak dieorg dtg lagi..<br />mungkin dgn keadaan yg lebih bersedia...<br /><br />so kawan2..<br />moral of the story:<br /><br /><ol><li>tunaikanlah ibadat umrah/haji sewaktu masih muda, masih bertenaga..untuk kemudahan kita n kesenangan org lain jugak..</li><li>kalau ade rezeki, tunaikan lah dgn husband/wife..mak kate kalau pegi umrah/haji same2 dapat tambah kasih sayang (mgkn inilah rahsia kebahgiaan makayah saya ^_^) </li><li>wahai lelaki2..dan perempuan2 sekalian...sekiranya pasangan kita ditimpa kesusahan, tabahlah.sabar.setia.sbb Allah turut menguji kita..insyaAllah ganjaran yg tak terbayang nikmatnya menanti kita...(ini adalah peringat untuk saya juge)</li></ol><br />wallahu'alam<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center; font-style: italic;"><span style="font-size:85%;">saya takkan lupa pelukan terakhir mak di depan Kaabah selepas selesai tawaf wida' sambil berbisik, "atin kene jadi baik..mak dah bawak atin dtg sini..nnt kerje elok2"<br /><br />syukran ya ummi..<br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8345542243832082703-2079545526883573854?l=mylittletinyvoice.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>z_AtiLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16155121648583058928noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8345542243832082703.post-61678620690030011072010-05-20T12:30:00.002+08:002010-05-20T12:47:05.738+08:00salam..<br /><br />hahaha..<br />ni di ambil dr kate2 lala..<br />ingat lagi jam ni?<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_ylemf65yOeA/S_S-gY0WtSI/AAAAAAAAAYs/iVDMRduKFlM/s1600/600-es1870.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 200px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_ylemf65yOeA/S_S-gY0WtSI/AAAAAAAAAYs/iVDMRduKFlM/s200/600-es1870.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5473208910789129506" border="0" /></a><br />mesti sume pun dah tahu pasal jam ni kan?dah lame saya pakai..<br />erm..almost 3 yrs kot..<br /><br />al kisah, masa kat madina..<br />pagi tu nak pergi solat subuh..<br />pagi tu kelam kabut cikit, maklumlah 1st day..<br />pukul 3.30 pagi dah bergerak ke masjid nabawi..<br />the last thing i remember was i did bring this watch out of my room..<br />and if im not mistaken, saya pakai jam ni mase tgh tunggu lif nak turun..<br />then, smp kat bawah..saya tolong sorang makcik ni, makcik yon tolak wheel chair die smp masjid..<br />lepas solat subuh..saya nak tgk jam pukul berapa..sekali tgk2 jam tade kat tgn saya..<br />pelik kan?<br /><br />on the way back to the hotel..<br />saya tgk sepanjang jalan yg lalu tadi..<br />takde.<br />sampai hotel cari kat bilik..<br />takde.<br />dalam lif..<br />takde.<br />tanye org hotel..<br />pun takde..<br /><br />takpe lah..<br />dah bukan rezeki..<br />bak kate angah, <span style="font-style: italic;">dah memang takde jodoh la tu...</span><br />perasaan: sedikit sedih sbb tu org yg bagi..if die tahu jam tu hilang mesti die kecewa..huhu..<br /><br />tapi takpe..<br />mungkin Allah nak tunjuk sesuatu..<br />mungkin dah masenye <span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">mendapatkan</span> jam baru :P<br />anyway, my birthday is coming!<br />what a coincidence!<br />mungkin boleh dimasukkan ke dalam wish list!<br />lalalala~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8345542243832082703-6167862069003001107?l=mylittletinyvoice.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>z_AtiLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16155121648583058928noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8345542243832082703.post-77330284515089436342010-05-19T23:37:00.002+08:002010-05-19T23:44:14.939+08:00salam..<br /><br />alhamdulillah..<br />kita jumpa lagi =)<br /><br />saya dah re-open blog ni..<br />with the same url but without the older posts..<br />saje pakai url same sbb senang..<br /><br />anyway,<br />byk sgt nak cerita pengalaman mase melawat madina n makkah baru ni..<br />insyaAllah..ade kesempatan nnt saya cerita..<br />ade byk topic nak highlight..<br />contoh:<br /><ol><li>jam saya hilang di madinah.yup.jam<span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> itu</span>...</li><li>kisah makcik yon yg terpaksa pulang awal selepas br sekali buat umrah.</li><li>saya kene attain patient kat makkah.</li></ol><br />hmm..ade lagi kot..<br />sekarang tak sehat.demam.tak mampu nak fikir<br />tapi tak teruk..cikit saje..<br />esok lusa insyaAllah bole baik..<br /><br />=)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8345542243832082703-7733028451508943634?l=mylittletinyvoice.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>z_AtiLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16155121648583058928noreply@blogger.com4